Hairstyles?

Okay guys. Right now my hair is reaching my chest. Slighty below it. And my hair is naturally curly. I really really want my hair to reach my belly button but I don't know why my hair is starting to grow very slowly. Yeah, I cut my hair time to time. Like every few months? Cause I really love it and I'll be gutted if I trim a lot. My hair is my heartbeat :P Okay basically, I made a deal to myself. That I will wait for my hair to grow to my tummy in 5 months period. You think that's enough? Yeah I guess. Okay so I'll take care of it and everything. Buuuuuuuuuut, if it doesn't, I'll cut all of my hair and have a mohawk. LOL. Seriously. I'll give up. Cause its so hard to take care of this beautiful curly hair. If it let me down by not growing, I have no choice but to chop it all off. Byebye hair ^^


Here is a funny hair quote:
"I only grow hair in places that men like."

Think of you each day now we're apart

There's this place in me where your finger tips still rest... your kisses still linger and your whispers softly echo... It's the place where a part of you will forever be a part of me :'(

Diet frenzy!

I need food

Okaaaaaaaaayy. So this is about my mom and sister. They are soooooo crazy about diet and whatever. They eat little food but don't exercise. How is that gonna make you thin, mom? Gosh. Then, there's me. I am in no diet cause I don't care about whatever right? But theyyyyyy don't leave me with any food.They make their salad and eat them all. What the fuck should I eat? Damnn. So everyday I have to starve or go to any stall and eat. I don't like it. Ew.

Inside me lives a skinny woman crying to get out. But I can usually shut her up with cookies..

Aching.

Yes. Yes. Sneezed the whole day at school today. Let alone its examination day. Duh! Yes it disturbed my brain and yes I could not focus on my paper and yes I have a big chance of failing and yes my mom will be upset and yes my boyfriend too and yes I have to stop saying yes, yes? Yes. Haha. Its funny when you read it fast. Yes I just giggled alone reading that :P I know I vowed to myself that I will do good in this final exam but I don't know it seems that I can't the subjects in my head. I read the books and its just like went out again. My brain is like a black hole - everything goes it and nothing comes out. Spooky. And I'm scared I will not be in the top 3. I really want to. Cause I'm always in the top 3 :) Don't wanna sink down and shamed myself right? So, pull yourself together and say 'I can do this!'

Don't jump!

Hmm.. Where should I start? Okay. Since this blog is mine, I'm not gonna talk about anybody else but me. Saturday night, my phone was stolen. Yes. My brand new pink cute bestest keypad square favorite phone. It was stolen by this Indian jerk. Fuck him. Fuck him very very much. I wish to cut his throat and say "Hahaha, try taste your own medicine bitch" And shove a dildo down his ass. How does that make ya feel, huh bastard? Twisted mother fucker. And hell yes, I am pissed. Its been 3 days and still not over it. I haven't use that phone for a full one month. And I haven't explore everything in it yet. Why must this happen to me? OH GOD. Why was I even born? Okay, that was a bit dramatic. Lol. I really miss my phone :( 

I don't want to survive. I wanna live

Today my head was thump by a pregnant motherfucker 

Hello. So. Yes my head was thump by a pregnant mother fucker with her two fingers. I was miming, "Pantat". Figuritively, I wanted to kill her. Who would to that to me?! Obviously a loon! Ugh! She thought we were gonna run away from her class when we actually wanted to go recess. Because the form 3 girls was walking to recess too. By 'we' I mean Shalen, Amy, Arysha. The form 3 girls was like "Padan muka!" WTF! Haaaaaaaaaaaah! God kill me now kill me now kill me now.

Randomness

2rd October 2010,
Went shopping at Pavillion without Hafiz. Great. A photographer asked me for my permission to shoot me then I said yes. Then three photographer came and took my pictures. Woah, it felt awesome. Haha. 


4th October 2010,
At 11 am. I was sleeping like a princess. Then someone woke me up. "You bangun lah" Its Hafiz. I was like, "YOUUUU!!!" Oh God. He came unexpected. But I continued sleeping. Haha -.-"


5th October 2010,

Went McDonald and Pool Sanctuary. Had a HUGEEEEEEEEE fight with Hafiz. I was like, "Pantat!" "Bodoh" "Pukimak!" "Babi!" Well, you know I'm a monster when I'm mad. I went home with a cab. Was sad. Devastating. Went out the cab, suddenly he came to me and "Boo!" then smiled. I cried. I just burst to tears. Because I called him names said bad things but he still.. Idk. He's great. Couples fight and we sort it out. :) But I don't think I can forget what happened. 

Readers who don't get it

RIMUP was okay whatever great. I didn't post anything about that. Was lazy. Long story short, it was great. 


So, yesterday my friends and I went raya. First Rubee's then Raihan's then Syera's then Danial's. Yada yada yada. At Danial's house, see, I fought with my Apiz. My friend told me that he said something and I hated it so I got mad at him. I didn't tell him why I was mad. Then he was like, "Are mad about tuuuuut?" He mentioned about something else, much WORSE. I read the text infront all of my friends and they were like gasping. I was too. Felt like crying. Felt like dying. I felt everything. I was mad so I said all bad things to him. Before going home I played pool. Yes it was okay. I don't know what happened, but Apiz and I was alright again. Went home with him. And I had to wear a stupid helmet because he was scared and whatever. COWARD! Haha. 

I really love you. Dont do that again.

My craziness has comeback

Hello! Eventho I updated my blog yesterday, I wanna post another one today. Soooooo, my craziness is back. This guy(I'm not gonna mention his name, cause maybe he'll read my blog and blush), is hell cute. At school today. During recess I went to canteen. And that guy wasn't there. I said to my friend, "Where is he?" She said, "Idk" Then I said, "Okay. I'll use the power of telepathy and maybe he'll come." I concentrated hard and few minutes later he came. I was like, "My telepathy work! OMG! He look so adorable!!!!!" XD I thought to myself OH MY GOD I WANNA LICK HIM!! Gaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhh XD XD XD \(^o^)/

Would you do that for the one you love?

A guy and a girl were speeding at over 100mph on a deserted road on a motorcycle.

Girl: Slow down. We're going to fast! I'm scared!

Boy: Come on. Don't worry. I know what I'm doing. You having fun right? :)

Girl: No, please stop! I'm really scared!

Boy: Then tell me you love me.

Girl: I love you! Now please slow down.

Boy: Give me a hug.

Girl: *hugs him*

Boy: Can you help me out here? Take my helmet off and put it on you. Its bugging me.

In the paper the next day..

A motorcycle has crashed into a building due to brake failure. 2 people found but only 1 survived.

TRUTH

Half way down the road, the guy realized that his brakes broke. But he didn't want the girl to know. Instead, he had her say she loved him and felt her hug one last time. Then had her wear his helmet so that she would live, eventho that meant he would die. :'(

Eww!

I really really want that UK shirt. Cool

Okay. So this story happened to me like 2, 3 days ago? Whatever. So. As usual. I was taking my morning shower. I took my shower in my parent's bathroom. La la la~ Everything was going normal. Then I saw my favorite shaver/razor hanging on the bathroom wall. Then I was like, "Oh, how did it get there? Maybe I forgot to take it out yesterday" So I took it. And oh my god, there was pubic hair all over the knife. And I was like, "OHHHHH SNAP!" This ain't right, this is not right! I was sad so I washed it. Washed all the pubic hair off. I wanted to change the knife, so I took the container with the extra knife inside, well guess what bitch? The extra knife, too, have pubic hair stuck on in. I was like "What the fuck? Who the fuck used my fucking razor without asking my fucking permission and left me their fucking pubes hair?!" Just so you know, I was pissed. Seriously. Fuck my life.

Fuck them haters

My bad! I didn't know I was suppose to care what you think about me.

You swear you know me. Cause you heard my name. But if you really met me. You would know the game. Drama never ends and haters are all the same. They smile on your face and spit on your name! DAMN, I got myself a fan club :]

Enough hater talk. Just keep on wasting your time hating on me. So, raya. People keep asking questions and what shits that sickens me sometimes but whatever. I'm gonna answer them anyway. You know I love my friends. I'm gonna answer them here cause I actually ain't got nothing to do. Lol

1. Raya mana?

Like every year. Kulim, Kedah.

2. Baju berapa pasang?

3 jeeeee.

3. Warna apa?

Purple, black and chocolate.

Okay I got lazy. So bubye!

You can't be me

So don't even try

I smile because I have no idea what’s going on

Examination week. Yikesssssss! The word 'exam' 'tests' only makes me feel a lot lazier than the usual. Like seriously. Everyone is like studying their butts off but not me. Its not like I'm proud of being lazy its just I wanna change. Be more nerdy and geeky whatever. Let alone its fasting month. But mehhhhh, I dont give a shit. I mean I do but since I'm lazy and all what can I do? You know. Tomorrow is the last day of the freaking examination. And we're all off and free until the next one kicks in. What the buck! All this exam talking is making me hungry D:

Lydia Paek

This girl. Her name is Lydia Paek. Let me tell ya a lil somethin' about this bitch. She has a hell of a voice! Like seriously, she blows me away. Her voice is amazing, superb and what else. Oh yeah, if you want to hear her, just search 'Juukkes' at Youtube. She makes all the singers sound like garbage. I mean not literally. But, well, you get what I mean. Lets just say that she. blow. me. away!

And oh yeah

Once a copycat, will always be a copycat

SCREW YOU BITCH

Epic moment fail

Today as usual, Friday, has assembly. My headmastress accidentally said 'babi' on stage when she really wanted to say 'bayi'. Pish posh! But whatever that's not the epic I'm gonna tell you. After 'Cikgu Pelangi' said, "Okay. Blabla perbukaan bulan patriotik whatever". Then a teacher brought a cage with a bird on stage. The bird was retarded. A teacher opened the cage's door and the bird had a difficult time trying to get out. Maybe its drunk or something? Whatever. Then out it went. Instead of going up in the sky, it went down and crashed a car. LMFAO! And the crash made a loud sound, "Pokk!" And straight it went to the ground. Its dead. A teacher put it in his/her palm and went somewhere else. Haha epic moment fail!

The world is filled with crazy people

So right after ICTL, we went to class. The backdoor was closed so we used the front door instead. I saw Amy's bag hanging on the door. I was like, "Why did she put it there?" I ignored and went in. I saw teacher Azma already there, waiting for us. And my beg was missing. I looked around the class and bags are hanging everywhere. On the wall, the window pane. I was like, "Is this a joke? Who the fuck did this?" But I was laughing and giggling looking at the whole thing and everyone. It was hilarious, I gotta admit it :D Please do it again who every did that shit :)

When you look at your life, the greatest happinesses are family happinesses

Just look at that picture. That family. Does it exist in this world? Happy family. No, in my world, tonight, there is no such thing as a happy family. They do not exist. My family. I never label my family as a 'happy' family. But its mine and I love them so much with all my heart. I can't imagine what I would do without them especially my mother. :'( But things are tough, dealing with this and that. All the emotions with everyone just makes us feel like... *sigh. Like they don't love you anymore. When they yell at you, you feel like you are not wanted there anymore. Like you're worthless, good for nothing little brat. That is exactly what I'm feeling. And all you can do is cry and nothing at all. Smile and thank God that you still have one.

I wanna know what love is.

When I was looking at my notebook just now, I saw my words that I said two months ago. I didn't have a boyfriend and was craving for one. This is what I wrote:

Do you know how it feels? When you are walking all alone in the crowd.

No one is noticing you. And you feel like crying.

That is how I'm feeling right now.

Just waiting for the right guy to come and reach my hands.

Then suddenly you fell alive again.

And everyone knowing that you are his.

That magical feeling can't be describe. *Tear fell on page

Aww, poor me :( But now that I got one.. Hmm.. Maybe I should just be grateful for what I had and don't ask for more. Maybe I learnt my lesson. I can't just bail him, so I'll try my best to love him. "I hate you but I love you, I don't want you but I need you". I'm so confused. I know I know, I'm young. But everyone have feelings I can't just hurt them no matter what.

Ally, you should leave no stone unturned.

Lesson learned :)

"It is better to be apart and wish you are together, than be together and wish you were apart"

You cannot believe what I just saw.

Yesterday night, I mean last night, I saw an old man's ass. Like butt cheek. Omg, that sounds gross! But that's true lol. He was wearing a kain pelekat. But at his back side has no fabric like its empty. And he's not wearing any underwear o.O No, I wasn't sneaking up to him! I was in my car, going to my tuition centre. That old man was at the sidewalk, wearing a kopiah, talking to his friend - with half of his kain pelekat chopped off. Lol, that was weird.

Look into my eyes.

If I ask you "How's it hanging?" To those who dont understand, its means: "What's up?" or "How's it going?" or "What's crack a lakin?" And don't say "Huhh?". Its freaking annoying.

Story telling

Bad news. My story telling was going great until when the judge said that my face was kind of blank. It didn't show it in my eyes that I was excited. Whatever. Its okay. I was nervous. Really shaking. But when I'm at front, I was fine. My voice was loud. I hope I will win. At least 3rd place or whatever.

Never take life seriously. Nobody gets out alive anyway.

Hey friends. So yesterday I entered Pertandingan Tulisan Jawi and Interior Design Competition right? Yeah. Whatever. I'm never gonna win them. But if I do, thanks, God! :D And today, I entered Treasure Hunt! Mathematic Treasure Hunt. Was awesome at first but um. We lost. Damn it. Tomorrow! Story Telling! Omg I'm so scared. I have stage fright. Oh yeah. I also want to join the batu seremban game. Its fun but. Its the same time with the story telling so I can't. Ugh

My obsession.

Sup people. So today I went and watch Eclipse. Edward was sooooooooooooooooooooooooo sweet!!! And Jacob Black was soooooooooooooooooooo HOT! Ahhh. I'm not gonna tell you what the story is like. Just go and watch it. It is amazing. I like cried because it was so sweet. Ugh! I just can't describe this feeling to you. I like wanna marry this two people so bad!! T_T I totally forgot about my crush just now. Lol. Oh yeah. I also watch Despicable Me. It was sweet yes very very sweet. I cried 2 times more than Eclipse. Why do I always cry in movies?! I don't get it neither.

The truth is rarely pure and never simple

Hi. So I haven't been on my blog for awhile. I didn't have the mood to write anything. My topic today is about "Crush". :D Crush crush crush. Oh so cute. People will get all excited when they saw their crush anywhere or even say hi to them. They get blushed. All red. I know, I've been there. Do I have a crush? I am not sure. I really like this guy. He is so sweet and charming. He is 17 years old. That is all I can tell you about him. Where he go to school, where he lives, yada yada yada. No. No more clues. When I think about him my hand hair get all creased and my heartbeat go faster and faster. You know what I mean. Oh my God. Sometimes I just can't express what I'm feeling to you. You have to feel it. But remember, "Guys will like you when they think you are not interested in them" and "The worst you treat them, the more they want you". I sound old. :P

My Prince Charming, Je vous adore

Sometimes you need to run away to see who will follow you

I made this myself:

I want to meet Usher soo freakin' bad. Take picture with him and make him sad. I want to be on stage with him, sing with JB. And maybe I will be on TV

A trick question: What would you feel if someone ask you to apologize to their mother just because you called them(not their mother) son a bitch? Please respond.

A lot of people are afraid of heights. Not me, I'm afraid of widths.

Oh my God. Last night I had a terrible horrible dream. I was falling down from a tall very very tall building. My brother pushed me. And while reaching the ground, I screamed, "Zaim bodohhh!" Then mengucap. Lol. But seriously it was scary. I was berselawat and recite the prayer. And when I hit the ground, I woke up. I can feel myself shaking. Ohhh, I was horrible :O Is this a sign? I don't want to dieeeeeeeee!

Ah.

Omg, did he just do that to me? Is he just pretending the whole time? Did he lie to me? What is his actual feelings towards me? Are you in to me or not? Do you hate me? Do you still want to be my friend? Can you stop pretending and start telling me the truth? Are you trying to hurt my feelings? Why? I need answers. Hey, I'm starting to like you but you ruined everything. And I am so confuse. Please.

Forgiveness is a funny thing, it warms the hearts and cools the sting.

So yesterday, at 3.20 a.m. I was listening to the radio. I couldn't sleep. I wasn't sleepy. Then the song If I were a Boy by Beyonce was on. I kinda felt like apologizing to everyone. So I sent to everyone this text message:

"Hey guys. I wanna change to a better person. That fight with my ex, made me realize that I couldn't control my feelings. So this text is me, apologizing to my friends, if I ever hurt your feelings on purpose or not nor even say bad things behind your back. We're humans you know. We can escape from making sin. But I'm trying my best to be a better girl. Here I vow, in front of you people, my witnesses. That me, Ally, will not say bad things to anyone ever again. And if I do, I'll bleed myself. This text came with tears from deep inside me. And if you can find it in your heart to forgive me, please reply by saying so. I really want to change. I can die any day."

Woah, that was kinda long. Before, I was feeling sad and lonely, you know. The fight made me feel like the whole world have turned down against me. But now, I feel good. :) More than half have forgive me for what I've done. Yeah I lose my credit :P But it was worth it. I love my friends. And I'm free baby!

Love makes your soul crawl out from its hiding place.

I went to Wangsa Walk today. First, I went into a shop there, to buy Rubee her birthday present. I also got their membership card :P And met them at bowling. Met some friends there too :) Then went to the movie to watch Lagenda Budak Setan. I thought was yucky, but awesome! Me and Rubee cried our eyes out. So sweet :) and sad too. Then went karaoke. Hahah was hell fun. I lost my voice too :P Then went home. I called my mom. She's at the police station for what I don't care. My driver took me home. And online. Alone at home again :(

What everyone wants from life is continuous and genuine happiness.

Hey guys. So today I went to Pavilion again. I went there to meet my almost 3 year internet friend, Farra and her cousin. While waiting for her there, I bought myself a sweater. Cause I forgot to bring one, and I thought I were going to watch movies. And there they were. Showed her Pavi, blah blah. Nizam cekik me and push my forehead and called me ketot, kenit. Ugh. And they went hanging out with their Ipoh friends and I went to my friends too. Her boyfriend keep teasing me for how short I am. Then I went shisha at Hagramawt. Did I spell right? But they call it Kedai Pak Mat. Met Nye, he also called me a shorty(he was a shorty too, but won't admit). Whatever. Met Rafie. I called Farra and told her someone wants to meet her. When she saw Rafie, I can see it that she was like, "Ahhhh, shit." LOL. Sorry but he wanted to see you :P I went home and I think something happened to me, but I forgot. Everything was blur.

So close to reach the famous happy end.

So bored. Woke up late again. Damn it, what's wrong with me? Oh, maybe I slept late again last night? That explains it. I wish my dad is not coming home tonight. Because I want to have my private time watching TV alone in the midnight until I sleep. Please please God, make it happen. Fingers cross.

I want a spicy chicken McDuluxe.

My sister is gone. I have to call McDonald by myself. I got a little tip from Youtube. This girl was speaking in Australian accent and so did I xD The operator said, "If you want bla bla English, press 1" I pressed 1. "Hi, welcome to McDonald bla bla bla." That dude was tired maybe? Or sleepy and lazy. Then I said, "Hello, I'd like to make an order for delivery." In an Australian accent. Hahah. Then everything went well :) My first time calling McDonald was a success.

People are just as happy as they make up their minds to be.

Huh. I don't really know what to say. I thought I should make a new post cause I didn't yesterday. So, Fifa World Cup has started. Everyone is so excited, including me ^_^ I watched the first game, but I missed the second one, yesterday. I was bored. I was in my room watching DVD's until I sleep. I watched The Princess Frog, Bandslam and G-Force. And oh! Last night, I don't remember what time. Me and my bro was in my room. And we heard a guy shouting, "Allah, Allah, Allah" (I guess, or tolong? Lol Idk) repeatedly! The shout was getting louder and louder. There were also beating sounds in the background. Wrack! Wrack! Wrack! Just like in the movie. Me and my bro was scared. Horrified! "Angah, takutt. Zaim, takut! Jom tido" But I ignored and continued watching the movies. And the voice was gone. After a few hours that dude screamed again. I didn't care! LMFAO

If you want to be happy, be.

Hey guys. I didn't sleep at all last night. I was up reading my little black dress novel, The Girlfriend's Curse. It was a good book. I love it so much. But still, I wasn't feeling sleepy or tired at all. Amazing isn't it. My sis said if I continued what I did(you know, staying up all night) I could die any day. Ugh, scary. So that night, my mom, my sis and I, went to Mali's Corner, Danau Kota. My favourite Char Kuey Teow foodstall. In the car, we were gossiping about pekerja awam. Because some of them are rude and obnoxious. And my sis brought a topic about her friend's mom acting all jerky and stuff. In one word, 'gelabah'. My mom said, "Biar lah mak dia nak anak dia jadi bangang macam dia. Not our fault." Supporting her, I said, "Tu lah. Not our fucking problems right, ma." She didn't mind my language. Instead, she said, "Hmm. Yolah." Lol.

If you want to be happy, set a goal that commands your thoughts, liberates your energy, and inspires your hopes.

Hey people. Today I went to Pavillion. Idk like 3.30 pm something? But whatever. My driver sent me to TM LRT. And I took a taxi to Pavi. The traffic was hell bad and we were near Pavi. So we decided to walk there due to the terrible traffic. The taxi driver was pissed at us because he's stuck there. He said, "Lah kenapa tak cakap awal? Sekarang saya nak keluar macam mana ni?!" And I said, "NOT OUR FAULT!" And walked out. Stupid taxi driver. So there in Pavi I bought flats in Cotton On. So cute. And also a nail polish. Dark blue. I love it! Haha. And I was tired and wanna go home so I went to KLCC. The LRT place was fucking crowded. I was hot, and claustraphobic. So I put on my dont-hit-me-dont-touch-me face. Bought the tickets and had to queue again to go in the train! WTF. OMG. I hate waiting and people was hitting and pushing me. AND I was the smallest person there and everyone was HUGE! So I went home with a taxi. Horrible traffic again! Cost me so much money. Home, happy, phew! And hungry.

Join The Army, Visit exotic places, meet strange people, then kill them.

I have a story to tell you guys. Okay, so today me, my mom, sister, cousin, uncles, aunt, bro, and my grandmama went to the waterfall. Yeah the place was awesome. The water was icy cold and deep. But no rocks so I can do jumping flip. Lol. Yada yada yada.. I wanted to climb the waterfall rock and it was slippery. But I didn't care I wanted to climb so I did. And it was so slippery and fell and my hand fucking hurt. My uncle ask me to put my hand up but I can't. It hurts so bad. And I went back to the shore. I'm having my period so I wore a pad today. I was standing on a rock and I saw a white pampers in the water. I thought it was someone else's so I shouted, "Eeeee, ade orang buang pampers!!!" Then I was like, "Omfg, wait a minute.." I touched my puss with a shock face and OMG ITS MY PAMPERS! It was floating right in front of everyone. I took it and threw it in the trash can. Lol, it was humiliating -____-"

Always forgive your enemies - Nothing annoys them so much.

Ohh my Gosh. You cannot believe what I just heard today! I got number 2 in class. Haha would you die? Can you believe it? Even I can't believe it! I thought I'm number 1. Lmfao! But whatever. I'm still happy. My goal was to be in top 5 and I accomplished my goal. I'm happyyyyyyyy. I can forgive anyone cause I'm too happyyyy :D

Are you original?

I deleted that post because I feel bad. I can't control my anger. Sorry about that. Not because people ask me to. I just want to say that none of it was my fault. I want to apologize, but I don't want to. Cause it wasn't my fault. I'm innocent :) Yeah yeah, about those bad words. Its normal. Everybody use it. Just pray to God and wish me dead. No need to say anything to me. Don't you dare to correct me. I'm fine. To those people out there who hates me now(2 people I guess), put a sock in it. Don't cry about it, its just internet. Boohoohoo.

Death is a once in a lifetime experience.

Sup niggas. That picture was drawn by Ally. Haha as you can see in the picture, I got 43/50. How great is that? The overall art mark is 78. But whatever as least its A. Today I also got my English paper back and I got the highest mark in class. Wooo! Would you die! Hahah. And what else I got? I don't remember. I did my presentation today in ICTL class. We were the second one to do it, me and Shalen. It was going well until the music part everything went wrong. We barely hear anything. Unintended was the suckish one. But I think our presentation was the best one yet. Cause our background was beyosome!(beyond + awesome) My friend told me that a guy in 2M got 90 in Math and I was like, "WHATAFAKKKK!!" I never ever ever ever ever EVERR thought that anyone! I mean, anyone! Could get an A in math. Omg. And, a guy, different guy, in 2M class, got 96 in History. When I saw him I was like, "You should just die. A guy like like you don't belong in this world. You're not normal. We are normal." And he was like, "Hah? Kenapa ni?" Haha stupid. Asshole. I wish I could be in top 5 this time not top 10. Wink wink ;;)

Oh, what lies there are in kisses!

Okay. Good news. Agama I got the highest mark in my class. Of course its A -_- But..whatever. Geografi. I got..A. 75. Okay okay fine 73 T_T I hate it I need one more mark to get an A. Fuck me! Lol. Uhm, what else. Oh ya! Maths. I got a D- SUCKS >:P At least I didn't fail like everybody else :D And uhm Kh. B. 67. And the marks altogether are. Lazy to count lah. Haha. My tongue today hurts freaking bad and I can't talk. I talk like Chinese and lazy people. Nobody understands what I said. They was like, "Hah? Hah? Apa dia?" =_= And it rains heavily! Lucky for me, I have a driver :P

A woman is an occasional pleasure but a cigar is always a smoke.

Okay. So. Today I went to the cinema and watch Shrek The Final Chapter and Iron Man 2. OMG. Both of them was AMAZING! I cried three times in the movie Shrek the time I cried is where Shrek cried because he regret signing the deal with Rumpelstilskin or whatever his name is and when he got rejected by Fiona and the time where he's fading away. That last time I cried sooo freakin' bad. My face was wet and I got no tissue so I have to wipe it with my T-Shirt. And Iron Man 2. Let me tell you about that! WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO! Freakin awesome! Tony Stark was hot! I fell in love with him. I wanna kiss him. Haha omg hottie. I'm still melting. I bought a T-Shirt, a pajama pants and an english novel.

Holy shit.

I don't know how I made my hair like that. Hahah. Guess what? I have a crush. He's so adorable. I never met him face to face. He's only my Myspace friend. But he's so adorable. I think I like him. Or just his face. Idk haha.

A day without sunshine is like, well, night.

I don't like dramatic peoples. Like dark, emo and deep and stuffs. You know? The ones that are trying to hard to be cool. They keep changing their personalities just to fit in? So many people in Myspace are like that. And I was like, "Oh, another one. Pathetic."

Silver lining: I got a new Laptop and its Lenovo. It's great. So small and adorable. I'm using it right now ^^

Always laugh when you can. It is cheapest medicine.

He had the chance and blew it so screw it, he shouldn't have had it. I'm getting better each day, I stopped caring, I'm me again, I'm grateful. I deserve better, I deserve the best.

PSV was great. I drew a kid-like-story-book and the tittle was Alice. My nails are ugly T T Stupid poster colors. And I left my cellphone in my mom's car. And she's not gonna be home until 11 pm. Oh my god. I can't live without my Sony Ericsson. But whatever, I'm alone at home so I guess tonight is gonna be fun! Hahh, have to take a nap.