When I was looking at my notebook just now, I saw my words that I said two months ago. I didn't have a boyfriend and was craving for one. This is what I wrote:Do you know how it feels? When you are walking all alone in the crowd.
No one is noticing you. And you feel like crying.
That is how I'm feeling right now.
Just waiting for the right guy to come and reach my hands.
Then suddenly you fell alive again.
And everyone knowing that you are his.
That magical feeling can't be describe. *Tear fell on page
Aww, poor me :( But now that I got one.. Hmm.. Maybe I should just be grateful for what I had and don't ask for more. Maybe I learnt my lesson. I can't just bail him, so I'll try my best to love him. "I hate you but I love you, I don't want you but I need you". I'm so confused. I know I know, I'm young. But everyone have feelings I can't just hurt them no matter what.
Ally, you should leave no stone unturned.
Lesson learned :)
"It is better to be apart and wish you are together, than be together and wish you were apart"
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