Sometimes you need to run away to see who will follow you

I made this myself:

I want to meet Usher soo freakin' bad. Take picture with him and make him sad. I want to be on stage with him, sing with JB. And maybe I will be on TV

A trick question: What would you feel if someone ask you to apologize to their mother just because you called them(not their mother) son a bitch? Please respond.

A lot of people are afraid of heights. Not me, I'm afraid of widths.

Oh my God. Last night I had a terrible horrible dream. I was falling down from a tall very very tall building. My brother pushed me. And while reaching the ground, I screamed, "Zaim bodohhh!" Then mengucap. Lol. But seriously it was scary. I was berselawat and recite the prayer. And when I hit the ground, I woke up. I can feel myself shaking. Ohhh, I was horrible :O Is this a sign? I don't want to dieeeeeeeee!

Ah.

Omg, did he just do that to me? Is he just pretending the whole time? Did he lie to me? What is his actual feelings towards me? Are you in to me or not? Do you hate me? Do you still want to be my friend? Can you stop pretending and start telling me the truth? Are you trying to hurt my feelings? Why? I need answers. Hey, I'm starting to like you but you ruined everything. And I am so confuse. Please.

Forgiveness is a funny thing, it warms the hearts and cools the sting.

So yesterday, at 3.20 a.m. I was listening to the radio. I couldn't sleep. I wasn't sleepy. Then the song If I were a Boy by Beyonce was on. I kinda felt like apologizing to everyone. So I sent to everyone this text message:

"Hey guys. I wanna change to a better person. That fight with my ex, made me realize that I couldn't control my feelings. So this text is me, apologizing to my friends, if I ever hurt your feelings on purpose or not nor even say bad things behind your back. We're humans you know. We can escape from making sin. But I'm trying my best to be a better girl. Here I vow, in front of you people, my witnesses. That me, Ally, will not say bad things to anyone ever again. And if I do, I'll bleed myself. This text came with tears from deep inside me. And if you can find it in your heart to forgive me, please reply by saying so. I really want to change. I can die any day."

Woah, that was kinda long. Before, I was feeling sad and lonely, you know. The fight made me feel like the whole world have turned down against me. But now, I feel good. :) More than half have forgive me for what I've done. Yeah I lose my credit :P But it was worth it. I love my friends. And I'm free baby!

Love makes your soul crawl out from its hiding place.

I went to Wangsa Walk today. First, I went into a shop there, to buy Rubee her birthday present. I also got their membership card :P And met them at bowling. Met some friends there too :) Then went to the movie to watch Lagenda Budak Setan. I thought was yucky, but awesome! Me and Rubee cried our eyes out. So sweet :) and sad too. Then went karaoke. Hahah was hell fun. I lost my voice too :P Then went home. I called my mom. She's at the police station for what I don't care. My driver took me home. And online. Alone at home again :(

What everyone wants from life is continuous and genuine happiness.

Hey guys. So today I went to Pavilion again. I went there to meet my almost 3 year internet friend, Farra and her cousin. While waiting for her there, I bought myself a sweater. Cause I forgot to bring one, and I thought I were going to watch movies. And there they were. Showed her Pavi, blah blah. Nizam cekik me and push my forehead and called me ketot, kenit. Ugh. And they went hanging out with their Ipoh friends and I went to my friends too. Her boyfriend keep teasing me for how short I am. Then I went shisha at Hagramawt. Did I spell right? But they call it Kedai Pak Mat. Met Nye, he also called me a shorty(he was a shorty too, but won't admit). Whatever. Met Rafie. I called Farra and told her someone wants to meet her. When she saw Rafie, I can see it that she was like, "Ahhhh, shit." LOL. Sorry but he wanted to see you :P I went home and I think something happened to me, but I forgot. Everything was blur.

So close to reach the famous happy end.

So bored. Woke up late again. Damn it, what's wrong with me? Oh, maybe I slept late again last night? That explains it. I wish my dad is not coming home tonight. Because I want to have my private time watching TV alone in the midnight until I sleep. Please please God, make it happen. Fingers cross.

I want a spicy chicken McDuluxe.

My sister is gone. I have to call McDonald by myself. I got a little tip from Youtube. This girl was speaking in Australian accent and so did I xD The operator said, "If you want bla bla English, press 1" I pressed 1. "Hi, welcome to McDonald bla bla bla." That dude was tired maybe? Or sleepy and lazy. Then I said, "Hello, I'd like to make an order for delivery." In an Australian accent. Hahah. Then everything went well :) My first time calling McDonald was a success.

People are just as happy as they make up their minds to be.

Huh. I don't really know what to say. I thought I should make a new post cause I didn't yesterday. So, Fifa World Cup has started. Everyone is so excited, including me ^_^ I watched the first game, but I missed the second one, yesterday. I was bored. I was in my room watching DVD's until I sleep. I watched The Princess Frog, Bandslam and G-Force. And oh! Last night, I don't remember what time. Me and my bro was in my room. And we heard a guy shouting, "Allah, Allah, Allah" (I guess, or tolong? Lol Idk) repeatedly! The shout was getting louder and louder. There were also beating sounds in the background. Wrack! Wrack! Wrack! Just like in the movie. Me and my bro was scared. Horrified! "Angah, takutt. Zaim, takut! Jom tido" But I ignored and continued watching the movies. And the voice was gone. After a few hours that dude screamed again. I didn't care! LMFAO

If you want to be happy, be.

Hey guys. I didn't sleep at all last night. I was up reading my little black dress novel, The Girlfriend's Curse. It was a good book. I love it so much. But still, I wasn't feeling sleepy or tired at all. Amazing isn't it. My sis said if I continued what I did(you know, staying up all night) I could die any day. Ugh, scary. So that night, my mom, my sis and I, went to Mali's Corner, Danau Kota. My favourite Char Kuey Teow foodstall. In the car, we were gossiping about pekerja awam. Because some of them are rude and obnoxious. And my sis brought a topic about her friend's mom acting all jerky and stuff. In one word, 'gelabah'. My mom said, "Biar lah mak dia nak anak dia jadi bangang macam dia. Not our fault." Supporting her, I said, "Tu lah. Not our fucking problems right, ma." She didn't mind my language. Instead, she said, "Hmm. Yolah." Lol.

If you want to be happy, set a goal that commands your thoughts, liberates your energy, and inspires your hopes.

Hey people. Today I went to Pavillion. Idk like 3.30 pm something? But whatever. My driver sent me to TM LRT. And I took a taxi to Pavi. The traffic was hell bad and we were near Pavi. So we decided to walk there due to the terrible traffic. The taxi driver was pissed at us because he's stuck there. He said, "Lah kenapa tak cakap awal? Sekarang saya nak keluar macam mana ni?!" And I said, "NOT OUR FAULT!" And walked out. Stupid taxi driver. So there in Pavi I bought flats in Cotton On. So cute. And also a nail polish. Dark blue. I love it! Haha. And I was tired and wanna go home so I went to KLCC. The LRT place was fucking crowded. I was hot, and claustraphobic. So I put on my dont-hit-me-dont-touch-me face. Bought the tickets and had to queue again to go in the train! WTF. OMG. I hate waiting and people was hitting and pushing me. AND I was the smallest person there and everyone was HUGE! So I went home with a taxi. Horrible traffic again! Cost me so much money. Home, happy, phew! And hungry.

Join The Army, Visit exotic places, meet strange people, then kill them.

I have a story to tell you guys. Okay, so today me, my mom, sister, cousin, uncles, aunt, bro, and my grandmama went to the waterfall. Yeah the place was awesome. The water was icy cold and deep. But no rocks so I can do jumping flip. Lol. Yada yada yada.. I wanted to climb the waterfall rock and it was slippery. But I didn't care I wanted to climb so I did. And it was so slippery and fell and my hand fucking hurt. My uncle ask me to put my hand up but I can't. It hurts so bad. And I went back to the shore. I'm having my period so I wore a pad today. I was standing on a rock and I saw a white pampers in the water. I thought it was someone else's so I shouted, "Eeeee, ade orang buang pampers!!!" Then I was like, "Omfg, wait a minute.." I touched my puss with a shock face and OMG ITS MY PAMPERS! It was floating right in front of everyone. I took it and threw it in the trash can. Lol, it was humiliating -____-"

Always forgive your enemies - Nothing annoys them so much.

Ohh my Gosh. You cannot believe what I just heard today! I got number 2 in class. Haha would you die? Can you believe it? Even I can't believe it! I thought I'm number 1. Lmfao! But whatever. I'm still happy. My goal was to be in top 5 and I accomplished my goal. I'm happyyyyyyyy. I can forgive anyone cause I'm too happyyyy :D

Are you original?

I deleted that post because I feel bad. I can't control my anger. Sorry about that. Not because people ask me to. I just want to say that none of it was my fault. I want to apologize, but I don't want to. Cause it wasn't my fault. I'm innocent :) Yeah yeah, about those bad words. Its normal. Everybody use it. Just pray to God and wish me dead. No need to say anything to me. Don't you dare to correct me. I'm fine. To those people out there who hates me now(2 people I guess), put a sock in it. Don't cry about it, its just internet. Boohoohoo.

Death is a once in a lifetime experience.

Sup niggas. That picture was drawn by Ally. Haha as you can see in the picture, I got 43/50. How great is that? The overall art mark is 78. But whatever as least its A. Today I also got my English paper back and I got the highest mark in class. Wooo! Would you die! Hahah. And what else I got? I don't remember. I did my presentation today in ICTL class. We were the second one to do it, me and Shalen. It was going well until the music part everything went wrong. We barely hear anything. Unintended was the suckish one. But I think our presentation was the best one yet. Cause our background was beyosome!(beyond + awesome) My friend told me that a guy in 2M got 90 in Math and I was like, "WHATAFAKKKK!!" I never ever ever ever ever EVERR thought that anyone! I mean, anyone! Could get an A in math. Omg. And, a guy, different guy, in 2M class, got 96 in History. When I saw him I was like, "You should just die. A guy like like you don't belong in this world. You're not normal. We are normal." And he was like, "Hah? Kenapa ni?" Haha stupid. Asshole. I wish I could be in top 5 this time not top 10. Wink wink ;;)