So yesterday, at 3.20 a.m. I was listening to the radio. I couldn't sleep. I wasn't sleepy. Then the song If I were a Boy by Beyonce was on. I kinda felt like apologizing to everyone. So I sent to everyone this text message:"Hey guys. I wanna change to a better person. That fight with my ex, made me realize that I couldn't control my feelings. So this text is me, apologizing to my friends, if I ever hurt your feelings on purpose or not nor even say bad things behind your back. We're humans you know. We can escape from making sin. But I'm trying my best to be a better girl. Here I vow, in front of you people, my witnesses. That me, Ally, will not say bad things to anyone ever again. And if I do, I'll bleed myself. This text came with tears from deep inside me. And if you can find it in your heart to forgive me, please reply by saying so. I really want to change. I can die any day."
Woah, that was kinda long. Before, I was feeling sad and lonely, you know. The fight made me feel like the whole world have turned down against me. But now, I feel good. :) More than half have forgive me for what I've done. Yeah I lose my credit :P But it was worth it. I love my friends. And I'm free baby!
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