Wednesday, August 3, 2011

Over

Now I'm single. You had your chance and you blew it. You know I was gonna find out about it sooner or later right? But its okay I don't mind. I know we were gonna break up anyhow. Be happy with your girl. You know who I mean. Take care.


Dear Hafiz, I miss you like hell. Wish you would text me and call me. Cause I never stop loving you I swear. I know you wouldn't come back after what I did. I'm a selfish bitch. But I hope you understand that I need you in my life. I don't dare to talk to you cause i'm scared of what i'll say. I love you forever and always ;( 


"Where you used to be, there is a hole in the world, which I find myself constantly walking around in the daytime, and falling in at night.  I miss you like hell."

Tuesday, August 2, 2011

As you wish

So first of all. If you're reading this. I want to apologize for my severe stupidity. I don't know why I keep going back to you when I'm down. I keep begging for you back when I'm sad. Maybe its because I never imagine myself without you. I think you can make me happy and be my savior, my hero. And I'm sorry for leaving you afterwards everytime. I'm sorry for not appreciating you while you were still there for me. I'm sorry for texting you and saying I love you  but in reality we both know I always leave you. 


Straight to the point, I just wanna tell you how terrible I feel for doing all that to you. So from now on, I won't bother you ever again. I promise you that. I won't text you, ask you back or anything. Because when I do all that, I will end up hurting you. Like you said, lets pretend we never know each other. I'm out of your life. I want you to be happy, take care and don't ruin yourself. But if you need anything I'll be there.


So long, old friend. You will be missed ;( xx


"You can erase someone from your mind but getting them out of your heart is another story"