Boys will be boys.

Let's talk about sweet talkers. One that flirts will every girl that come in his way. The question is. Is it wrong? When he is single, of course not. But when he is taken, hmmm, idk. Some say absolutely, some say no, some say it sorta is. So which is it? I think it depends on his gf, right? Any who, are these sweet talkers bad people? Some say yes but I don't think so. To those who say yes are maybe because they are the victim of the ST(sweet talker). She fell for him, then she saw  that he said the same thing to the other girls. So they got furious and jealous and rage and whatever. The reason why I think its not that bad because, try to walk in his shoes, ask yourself why he is doing that. Maybe its his past. Maybe he broke up with his gf because she's a sweet talker herself? And he is revenging on girls. Haha! I am exaggerating. But seriously tho, whatever he is now have to do with the past right? 


Okay so what to do with an ST? Just go with it. Be an ST too. Wait wait, this is for single girls like me. And you must be thinking, why the hell a 15 year old girl giving me an advice? I don't know. LOL. Don't get mad at him when you see him flirting with other girls. Pretend that he is nothing to you, that whatever he do doesn't bother you a bit. Then, maybe, he will get intimidated. Cause you're playing hard to get. Flirt with other boys too. Like I said before, be an ST. A boy played a toy, left it, another boy plays with it, then he wants it back. They will try anything to get you back cause they are bullshit like that. ST are very easy to figure out.


If, if if if if, you got mad at him, or even sulk when he flirts with other girls. He'll be like, "Hah, this chick is crazy, she really thinks that I'm into her? Fuck that." Well maybe not exactly. But you know what I mean. As a conclusion to all the crap shit above, play hard to get. Okay ladies? Who run the world? Girls! Hehe so that is it. I hope this help. Bye ladies.


Xoxo, ally. 

I live to rock

"I get the best feeling in the world when you say hi to me, or even smile, because I know even if just for a second, I crossed your mind."

Notice how my recent posts are all about the guy I like? Well... I'm so over him. Lols. You must be like "Ally, what the hell are you thinking? One minute you like this guy, and then you're over him and you found someone better a minute later???!!" Well yes. I am crazy like that. It's not that I "love" him. I just like him. You know? Like cute like that we always had in primary school? Haha whatever. Well this new guy is a lil bit older. I'm not gonna say anything about him. Just wanna say that he is awesome. That's it.

School has been a piece of shit lately. The teachers are all pissed for not finishing their assignment. Well, you're not suppose to give us that task in the first place. And I don't know why. I've been veeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeery lazy lately. I am not kidding. Even when eating I'm lazy to chew the food. Lol, my mom say that there is something chronic with me. Severe lazy illness. Is that disease even exist? I dono. LMFAO! When the teachers are teaching in class. I always yawn and feel like sleeping. I always wanna learn but at the same time I don't. And I'm sitting for the biggest exam of the year. So, better pick up the pace and step it up a notch. 

Ally, stop okay?

Okay Ally. I know you like this guy so much. But you have to learn that he is not the right guy for you. He is a fucking playboy. Yeah I know he is cute. But trust me, there is tons of cute guys out there for you. Or even cuter than him. So don't embaress yourself trying so hard to get his attention okay? He don't deserve your effort. He ignores you all the time. So build a bridge and get over it. All I want you to do is ignore him until he talks to you. And then ignore him again. Don't ever ever talk to him first. Promise me. You have done enough.


Don't let people drive you crazy when you know it's in walking distance.

Why?

Yesterday, I got a chance to talk to you yet I blew it. I didn't take that chance. Because I was so shy and ashamed of what you will think of me. People can say that let one accept you for who you are and if they don't, screw them. But no. I like this guy so much. I can be anything he wants me to be. Do I sound desperate? Damn. Fuck you and your adorable baby face. Even though I don't know you that well. Please give me that chance to get to know you, okay? You are the ladies man. But no matter what my darling, I will do whatever it takes to get you notice my existence! I want to be proud with you walking by my side holding my hand tight. I want to be the only girl in your world. I will, maybe, someday...


Where do I begin, my feelings for you seems everlasting like they'll never come to an end. And when I have the courage to approach you, I wish you're just as I imagined.
It's so absurd how I am anonymous to you, yet I sense a deep aspiration to be with you. I seem to always hear them deliberate in reference to your courteous ways, if I was to unveil the infatuation I possess for you, will I startle me away?
the secret that my heart conceal is infatuation for that i wish to reveal.

Secret admirer

Im your secret admirer,
Your the one I desire..
From the first time we talked, my feelins for you sparked like fire
Please try to understand,
Im afraid to let my feelins show,
But I dont want to be left alone...
I just want to hold you close and never let you go..
But so far all I have are dreams of you
I never thought it was possible to fall in love with you..
Your so sweet and caring..
I must be dreaming..
Im your secret admirer,
If only you knew that my love for you has been set on fire
But im trying to be careful,
I dont want to be left heartbroken..
Im just your secret admirer,
And thats all I'll ever be..

Freedom

Okayyyyy. So, I am single. I have a crush. But he is surrounded with so many girls around him. I am so angry. Every time I im-ed him, he replied it like 5 minutes later. Whateverrrr. I have to fight if I want him. The strange thing is, he has a gf. And he ignored her. I don't care! I just want the prize. Heeee. Now that I'm single, I can do whatever I want! I don't get be restricted anymore. I don't feel like I'm in a cage anymore. I'm free. :)


My freedom. You saved me. You tore my chain, you detached the knots, you released my pain, you fixed the dot. Thank you. My freedom. You're my massive concept. My imperative impulse. My freedom,


I respire you, you inspire me :)

Strangers again

At first we were strangers. Then we became friends. Not long after, you asked me to be your girlfriend. We were a perfect couple for almost a year. I couldn't ask for anyone better than you. We even passed the comfort zone. But I, uh, I wanted more. I was selfish. So I did that to you. That bad things I did to you for how many times? Three? Yeah that is very sad. You may weep and feel sorrowful but neither your weep nor your sorrow can make things right, right? Your heart is now hard, gnarled and crooked. Because of a girl. This one girl that you love the most and she did love you. But what is not enough for this girl? She claimed that you annoy her for calling her and texting her 24/7 and never leaves her alone. But all that you want is to give care and love her, right? I don't know how to explain her severe stupidity and ungratefulness towards a guy like you. She may never find anyone like you but she will, maybe, move on and.. God knows what will happen to her. 


I'm not saying that I love you, but yes I did, I did love you. I loved you but still the same questions echo in your mind every single second asking "Why did you do that to me?" "What did I do to deserve this?" "Don't you love me?" Well Hafiz, I have no answer and no excuse for my misdeed. So this post is me apologizing to you, for what I did. I am not asking you back because I hurt you so much. I don't want you to hurt any further. Because a broken glass is better if it is broken than hurting yourself trying to fix it. That is why I told the truth, I couldn't hold it any longer, that is why I asked for a break up, because I don't wanna keep hurting you and hurting you and hurting you. 


So after that stage, we became strangers, again.

The perfect guy

There is a place where I lose myself... Your hair: a cascading wave of shimmering black, framing your face and rolling down your back. Your eyes: shimmering pools, both dark and bright, exuding patience and care, never spite. Your cheeks: smooth and soft, serving as pillars to hold your eyes aloft. Your lips: able to contort into a tender smile, or into a kiss, so versatile. Your mind: a tool so keen, honed sharp for someone only sixteen. Your voice: a music to my ears, a melodious sound to remember all my years. A place that is yourself. But this is actually for my bf, Hafiz. The picture of oh sweet Robert Pattinson is just for fun.