Aching.

Yes. Yes. Sneezed the whole day at school today. Let alone its examination day. Duh! Yes it disturbed my brain and yes I could not focus on my paper and yes I have a big chance of failing and yes my mom will be upset and yes my boyfriend too and yes I have to stop saying yes, yes? Yes. Haha. Its funny when you read it fast. Yes I just giggled alone reading that :P I know I vowed to myself that I will do good in this final exam but I don't know it seems that I can't the subjects in my head. I read the books and its just like went out again. My brain is like a black hole - everything goes it and nothing comes out. Spooky. And I'm scared I will not be in the top 3. I really want to. Cause I'm always in the top 3 :) Don't wanna sink down and shamed myself right? So, pull yourself together and say 'I can do this!'

Don't jump!

Hmm.. Where should I start? Okay. Since this blog is mine, I'm not gonna talk about anybody else but me. Saturday night, my phone was stolen. Yes. My brand new pink cute bestest keypad square favorite phone. It was stolen by this Indian jerk. Fuck him. Fuck him very very much. I wish to cut his throat and say "Hahaha, try taste your own medicine bitch" And shove a dildo down his ass. How does that make ya feel, huh bastard? Twisted mother fucker. And hell yes, I am pissed. Its been 3 days and still not over it. I haven't use that phone for a full one month. And I haven't explore everything in it yet. Why must this happen to me? OH GOD. Why was I even born? Okay, that was a bit dramatic. Lol. I really miss my phone :( 

I don't want to survive. I wanna live

Today my head was thump by a pregnant motherfucker 

Hello. So. Yes my head was thump by a pregnant mother fucker with her two fingers. I was miming, "Pantat". Figuritively, I wanted to kill her. Who would to that to me?! Obviously a loon! Ugh! She thought we were gonna run away from her class when we actually wanted to go recess. Because the form 3 girls was walking to recess too. By 'we' I mean Shalen, Amy, Arysha. The form 3 girls was like "Padan muka!" WTF! Haaaaaaaaaaaah! God kill me now kill me now kill me now.

Randomness

2rd October 2010,
Went shopping at Pavillion without Hafiz. Great. A photographer asked me for my permission to shoot me then I said yes. Then three photographer came and took my pictures. Woah, it felt awesome. Haha. 


4th October 2010,
At 11 am. I was sleeping like a princess. Then someone woke me up. "You bangun lah" Its Hafiz. I was like, "YOUUUU!!!" Oh God. He came unexpected. But I continued sleeping. Haha -.-"


5th October 2010,

Went McDonald and Pool Sanctuary. Had a HUGEEEEEEEEE fight with Hafiz. I was like, "Pantat!" "Bodoh" "Pukimak!" "Babi!" Well, you know I'm a monster when I'm mad. I went home with a cab. Was sad. Devastating. Went out the cab, suddenly he came to me and "Boo!" then smiled. I cried. I just burst to tears. Because I called him names said bad things but he still.. Idk. He's great. Couples fight and we sort it out. :) But I don't think I can forget what happened.