Why?

Yesterday, I got a chance to talk to you yet I blew it. I didn't take that chance. Because I was so shy and ashamed of what you will think of me. People can say that let one accept you for who you are and if they don't, screw them. But no. I like this guy so much. I can be anything he wants me to be. Do I sound desperate? Damn. Fuck you and your adorable baby face. Even though I don't know you that well. Please give me that chance to get to know you, okay? You are the ladies man. But no matter what my darling, I will do whatever it takes to get you notice my existence! I want to be proud with you walking by my side holding my hand tight. I want to be the only girl in your world. I will, maybe, someday...


Where do I begin, my feelings for you seems everlasting like they'll never come to an end. And when I have the courage to approach you, I wish you're just as I imagined.
It's so absurd how I am anonymous to you, yet I sense a deep aspiration to be with you. I seem to always hear them deliberate in reference to your courteous ways, if I was to unveil the infatuation I possess for you, will I startle me away?
the secret that my heart conceal is infatuation for that i wish to reveal.