At first we were strangers. Then we became friends. Not long after, you asked me to be your girlfriend. We were a perfect couple for almost a year. I couldn't ask for anyone better than you. We even passed the comfort zone. But I, uh, I wanted more. I was selfish. So I did that to you. That bad things I did to you for how many times? Three? Yeah that is very sad. You may weep and feel sorrowful but neither your weep nor your sorrow can make things right, right? Your heart is now hard, gnarled and crooked. Because of a girl. This one girl that you love the most and she did love you. But what is not enough for this girl? She claimed that you annoy her for calling her and texting her 24/7 and never leaves her alone. But all that you want is to give care and love her, right? I don't know how to explain her severe stupidity and ungratefulness towards a guy like you. She may never find anyone like you but she will, maybe, move on and.. God knows what will happen to her.
I'm not saying that I love you, but yes I did, I did love you. I loved you but still the same questions echo in your mind every single second asking "Why did you do that to me?" "What did I do to deserve this?" "Don't you love me?" Well Hafiz, I have no answer and no excuse for my misdeed. So this post is me apologizing to you, for what I did. I am not asking you back because I hurt you so much. I don't want you to hurt any further. Because a broken glass is better if it is broken than hurting yourself trying to fix it. That is why I told the truth, I couldn't hold it any longer, that is why I asked for a break up, because I don't wanna keep hurting you and hurting you and hurting you.
So after that stage, we became strangers, again.
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