Sunday, July 31, 2011

Suffering on the 20th of July

When I see your smile. Tears roll down my face. Cause boy you're everything I thought you never were. But still you live inside of me. Although you break my heart, you're the only one I love to not forgive. There are times when I hate you. The times that you hurt me and put tears on my face. But now I don't hate you I'm happy to say that I will be there at the end of the day. I don't wanna be without you babe. I don't wanna love you in no kind of way.


What did I do to deserve this? I loved you with all my heart. Never did I, even once, stop loving you. Everyday I wonder if I ever cross your mind. Cause I think about you almost all the time. You lied, you cheat, you flirt and you never reply my texts. Still you said you love me like crazy but how can I believe what you're saying? Action speak louder than words. Your performance show nothing what you tell me. I've given you chances but still..


I want nothing else from you but for you to stay true to me alone! I never want to change you, sweetie. Cause I couldn't. I know because I tried. Who am I to you? Just a girl you flirt with. No one special. I'm just one of them fans of yours whose crazy about you. When are you gonna realize that I'm the only one that's true. I don't wanna beg for you, plead for you cause its all not worth my tears. You are not worthy of me. I know I deserve better. I just want you to love me, at least try. This last chance, K. Take it wisely. Don't blow it don't waste cause I..


won't give up on you.


I am not the kind of girl that begs for a guy to stay. I don't beg. Begging is for the weak. I only ask for one. Stay true to one and only. That is it. Is that too much for you?


If you can't do that then say so. Rather than give me hope that you can love me but then leave me. You'll deceive me! You leave me wanting more and more and more. Everyday I pray to God, "Please.. Let me be given one more chance" Cause I'm tired. Tired of being tired. Tired of hoping that one day you'll come to me and whisper "I Love You". Those three big words can change my life if you really mean it. I know, yes, you say it all the time that's why the meaning is different now. To you, those words are for to hit on girls. Pshhh!


You are nothing but a coward. A coward that's afraid to love. There must be a reason for that. But puh-lease brotha, trust me I don't wanna know. I don't care who you are, where you're from or what you did as long as you love me.

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